so many thoughts running through my head
can’t chase them — it makes me dizzy, confused, lost
so many things in my heart
but can’t say them — there is a barrier
a barrier of differences:
mentality, perception,
words, emotions.

Plagued — am a victim of
prejudgment.
assumption.
distrust.
unawareness.
unwillingness to see beyond.

I remain silent
because tiredness now plagues me.

left at eighteen
back at twenty two and i’m fifteen again.

** my brain is not even working in sentences. %#@#$&.